I can't take it any longer....

Lost in a sea of darkness and pain,
I know that i can't make it through the rain.
Shredded torn broken skin,
Why can't i ever win?

I never have the chance to shine,
Or spread my wings and flee man kind.
Emotional soul crying myself to sleep each night,
Life being erased to just black and white.

Death is calling me to join him,
Waiting for me to disgust myself and sin.
I guess death has won again,
But this time it'll be mad and insane.

Picking up a razor blade,
i did some terrible things in life and so they will be paid.
Suicidal but no regrets, into sorrow i dive,
I do not deserve to be alive..