Starlette Wonder

Once upon a midnight stair i wonder why others do not care,
for if life was a sack carried on the back,
my back would have already broke ,
for when is my heart gonna stop and drown the so called misery of life that i have to bare,
and is it to my surprise that sorrow will forever be,
in my will,
and in my soul,
and in my spirit to be ,
does anyone care,
that I'm out on my feet only to be told what people to meet,
what life i have to bare,
or can i just sink,
sink into the waters below forever and ever ,
will the whim of time ever
come and just take me away,
so sorrow fear hatred and hostility can forever be gone out of my heart, and i would feel no more............

((just a poem of deep thought... i sat down with a pen and paper and just started writing out whatever came to my mind. poems don't always have to make sense. and this one is very old, so take pitty on me lol))