Cant Let That Blade Find My Skin

by gorgeouslilmissy   Aug 6, 2005


I wake up, here the phone
ringing i look and see your
name calling.

i cant pick up, it would hurt
so much to hear your voice.
i cant stand the pain, in which
you have caused.

i have a blade in my hand,
and a wrist in my view, but i
cant let my self let that blade
find my skin.

i cant let my self be this way.
its not fair on anyone or me.
i don't want anyone else to
feel this pain I'm in.

i look in the mirror, black tears
running down my cheeks, and
dieing on my lips.

nothings my fault, so why am
i the one that has to live this
nightmare.

the worst thing is that you
don't care. and if tomorrow
came and i was no longer
here, you wouldn't even shed
one tear.

i hate me, i hate what i have
become. and its all because of
you.

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  • 20 years ago

    by k i k i

    Beautiful poem :)
    you're such an awesome writer, i love your stuff
    take care xx

  • 20 years ago

    by emily

    Awesome poem...i feel the same way all the time, except i let the blade find my skin most of the time...well ur an awesome poet, keep it up! comment some of my poems some time, thankx!! take care..
    ~

  • 20 years ago

    by Solace

    Very nicely written. I loved it. 5/5 none to less. Keep writing and take care (always))xx:

    *> : PainOfOne

  • 20 years ago

    by Lonely Heart .ღ.

    very nice poem, have a 5

  • 20 years ago

    by Xxs0phxX

    hey ab
    good poem i really liked it
    love soph

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