Complication

As the day passes by
daydreams of your eyes haunt me
I wonder every single day
how this goddess could ever want me

the rain slowly flows down
like rivulets down the pane of glass
I start to reminisce about my life
and what I've done in the past

no matter how you look at it
theres a change from who i used to be
chaos, confusion layered so thick
I can't see five feet in front of me

living without you
is considered living without a heart
it's impossible. I can't do it.
I loved you from the start

so before I lay down to rest
and dream about my angel blessed
she keeps me calm through the complications
she puts the beat back in my chest