ScrewUp

I did it this time.
I ran with scissors.
I fell to my knees.

You watched me.
You got mad.
But you couldn’t stop me.

We talk now & then.
It’s never been the same,
since the that day.

I tried to climb into you heart.
But I fell out.
And landed with a thud.

Me &You.
You &Her.
One worked &one didn’t.

It’s okay.
We’re friends.
‘Till the end?

Maybe.

I made a mistake.
I said what I was feeling.
I was mad at her.

She got offended.
She told me to go away.
She said it was none of my business.

I got mad.
I told her never.
But I said she’s right.

You told me I’m a kind person.
You said I was thoughtful.
But in the end you told me to,
stay out of it too.

But now I know I made a mistake.
I know what I did was wrong.
And in the end I’m just a screwup,
like always with you.