I Decided Dad (true mean story about my dad)

You acted like u didn't care
you never called
it didn't seem like u were my dad
I know u didn't want me
so i thought about killing myself
I even had it planned
i had the day i was going to do it
then u called
u told me u missed me and your sorry
but i didn't care
you did it because you knew i would take u back
but this time I'm not !!
it;s done and over
you knew i wanted to die
you knew i wanted to kill myself
so i stop
and after that
i decided
that i am not gonna to do what you
want me to
i threw down the knife
U KNEW ALL ALONG !!!
WHY DIDN'T U STOP ME ??!!
wait......
i know why
YOU WANTED ME TO DO IT !!!
u didn't want me !!
you didn't love me
how dare you do this to me !!!
i can't believe u !!!!
forget all our memories
forget ever time i talked to u
forget ever time we went out somewhere
AND FORGET U !!!!

this is about my dad
and me
it true about what happened to me
I WOULD LIKE IT IF U VOTE AND COMMENT !!!
THANK U