Torn between

They are my family
And to me you are to
But you are two different paths
What do I do?

I feel torn between two worlds
I do not know which direction to go
I thought I had things figures out
But in reality I just do not know

I feel like I have to choose
But I do not know where is home
I guess it is nowhere
Because I always feel alone

I feel that in a crowded room
I am the one that stands outside
I am the one looking through the window
The one that always seems to hide

I have only two paths
But none seem completely right
None welcome me with open arms
None hold me in the night

I am fighting for my identity
Fighting to discover the real me
But which path do I take
Which one sets me free?

Is it with them because we are related?
Just because they watched me grow
Who supposedly love me?
But love is what they never seem to show

Or is it with you
The person that is always there
Who always tells me and shows me
How much she really cares

I think I just answered my own question!!!

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