Loveless game

I feel that I do not belong
Like a part of me is lost
I try to find some happiness
But fall and pay the painful cost

I am lost on the inside and out
I do not know where to go
I feel all of these emotions
But never do they show

I look into the mirror
I look deep into my eyes
But the reflection is not me
It is my fake disguise

The I look past my reflection
And focus o the soul within
It is so completely dark
And filled with hate and sin

Then I look at my smile
And at how nice it seems
But a true smile does not exist
It only lives in my dreams

You would see all of this
If you took the time to care
Physically you are there for me
But emotionally you are not there

You do not see past these features
You do not see the real me
You judge a book by its cover
The inside you are to blind to see

Xxxxxxxx

My feelings towards you have changed
For now I see the real you
Emotions are not as strong
Because of some things you do

Please do not think I am ungrateful
I am just once again putting up my wall
Because if you do not love me
You cannot protect me when I fall

When you said those words
Apart of me died inside
I will still be here for you to love you
But no to you I will never confide

Our relationship is not what I thought it was
I thought love flowed though the air
But you not loving me
Shows that a part of you does not care

I still do love you like before
Because I will not deny how I feel
But something inside has changed
So this is the new deal

I will be there for you like always
And I will still act the same
But inside I will be screaming
Because I hate this loveless game.

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