Falling apart

Before I met you
My world was falling apart
My life was seemingly coming to an end
There was no love for anything in my heart

You have showed me a life
That only existed in my dreams
Given me a home
But still nothing is, as it seems

I still feel hopeless
And everyday I am so much pain
Please know how much I have tried
To make it seem that I am happy again

Please donâ??t think I am ungrateful
Its just that what I am feeling inside
Is more than you could imagine
And more than I can continually hide

I want to tell you so much
Just what has happened in the past
I want to let it all out to you
Because I know that our friendship will last

But how do I put it into words
& How could I possibly expect you to understand
How do I know if you will walk away?
Or offer your helping hand

I have told you a small part
Of what I have been through
And the rest makes me want to leave
But how do I say goodbye to you??

How do I end this all
Without hurting you
Iâ??m stuck in pain and canâ??t escape
I donâ??t know what to do

I want to leave this in the past
I want to let this all go
I realrealize I have to tell someone
But is this something you would want to know????