You tried to rape me! you abused my trust

by ♥•oOo MaDdiSoN ♥•oOo[[i LuV JoSiE]]   Sep 19, 2005


You were my step dad
you burned down that hedge
you threatened me and my family
you made me want to jump the ledge

i trusted you and loved you
but you just lied to me
you strangled my mum
i wish that you could see

god how could you?
i was 7 tops!
how was i supposed to no?
that i could call the cops?

you were gonna kill my dad
what was i to do?
you said you would kill me
seriously how could you?

you had such a loving nature
but then you just turned bad
you made my life a hell
i got so depressed and sad

now that you are gone
I'm scared of where i go
I'm scared that you will kill me
cause you think what i did was low

how was it low
you were going to rape me!!
my family had to suffer
we felt that we weren't free!

you went back to jail
thats where you belong
for all the things you did
everything that was wrong

i hate you so f u k i n much
i cannot forget my past
it will always be with me
it will always be here to last!

i look back on the things we did
and i feel so upset and sad
some of the things you did
weren't all that bad

hey people this poem is about my mums ex boyfriend who was n jail and threatened my family, tried to kill my dad, told my dad he would rape and kill me and my mum and i just can't forget this! he was also so nice, he would take me out but then have these weird fits and start swearing at me and stopped my mum from doing the things she wanted to do, he was so aggressive, he is out of jail now and everywhere i go things remind me of him, its so scary...

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  • 14 years ago

    by Unity

    Im so sorry u have too face this type of thing! ... buh ur poem was beautiful, and expressed beautifully! i hope things work out for u! ..and i pray too god that he will never touch u!

  • 14 years ago

    by Silence

    That was really good! All of your poems are great.

  • Everything i could say has already been said above me. you put this poem out so people could see it, and that shows a lot of courage. its hard to talk bout it, i know, but if you ever need me, im here to listen, anytime. thats a promise

  • 15 years ago

    by given up

    Omg u poor babe!! dat must've been really hard i dunno how u carried on!! if u eva need 2 tlk 2 sum 1 den just email me on xfluffybunniesx@hotmail.co.uk

  • 15 years ago

    by given up

    Omg u poor babe!! dat must've been really hard i dunno how u carried on!! if u eva need 2 tlk 2 sum 1 den just email me on xfluffybunniesx@hotmail.co.uk

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