Can't Stand The Thought

I love you so much that it pains me so bad,
To know all I give you, you've already had.
And I'm sorry it's impossible to give you something new,
It can't be all that different having me so close to you.

It kills me when I touch you, you've been touched that way before,
Please tell me that it's all okay, please help me find the cure.
Understand I'm down because I love you oh-so much,
Or it wouldn't bother me to not have been your only touch.

Not saying that it's over or that we will cease to be,
Just need your lies to tell me there was no one before me.
That I'm the first and only one to touch you in that way,
That I'm the first and only one you've woken to the day.

Can't stand the though that you love me and didn't love the others,
Yet they got close before the chance I had to share my covers.
Just want to give you something new you haven't felt in past,
But don't forget I'm grateful that I get to be your last.

xXx