Suicide Note

I'm losing my breath, I'm losing my hope.
I'm gripping it tightly, I'm holding the rope.
With this pen and paper I write.
A letter to you saying I've lost a fight.

I love you dearly but I need to say.
What goes on in my soul each and every day.
The hatred I have for this world and all its grace.
I always wished it would stare me into the face.

Just once I wished they'd see,
All the pain its caused, have it look at me.
But I'm invisible to the world and I'm about to die.
I'm writing this to you to explain why.

This pain flows through me like a river of tears.
I had nothing to do but cover it up all these years.
Always waiting for you to realize,
All the hurt I felt inside.

But no one ever noticed me, I was overcome with fear.
I always tried to tell you , but no one could ever hear.
For I am gone away from your life.
I always wanted to grab that knife.

But I held it in for one more year and I tried to let it go.
But the pain finally shown through, and now you know.
So I'm writing to say goodbye, I have no more love for you.
This is how I feel, whether you care or not, this really is true.

P.S. this is what I need to do.
I'll always have a broken love in my heart for you.