What Is She Now?

Another torturing day goes by,
as she tries her hardest not to cry;

She is filled inside with pain and fear,
knowing that her end is near;

her tear drops start to fall down like rain,
she wipes her eyes and hides that pain;

Her pain, she tries to always hide,
she lets it all build up inside;

she knew she would never again see her friends,
this isn't how she wished it would end;

she left her emotions locked in her heart,
slowly and painfully it was tearing her apart;

She hears the wispers inside her head,
there was no way out but to be dead;

She thought about it day and night,
scared of doing what she knew she might;

She wished for something to ease her pain,
nothing worked, it just made her insane;

When finally, one day she couldn't cope,
she lost all will, lost all hope;

She knew nothing would be the same,
on herself, she placed all the blame;

She couldn't stop her constant crying,
for knowing tonight,she would be dying;

She left all things inside her head,
now she is nothing, nothing but dead;