I Feel I'm Gods Experiment

I feel I'm Gods
Experiment
I feel I'm just some
Amusement
I feel so lost and so
Confused
I feel like angels have
Abused
I accuse myself
Of doing
Wrong
I may
I might
I do
But the thing is
I make it worse
In my mind
I tell myself
Hurtful things
Just
So I
Feel worse
Why
I do not know
When
Mostly at night
But
Why
Do
I
Do
It
It's as if
I'm Gods experiment
He made me
The way
I am
Just to see what will
Become of me
When will
The confusion
End
Hell
When did it all
Begin
Why
Is it to me
I hurt
Myself badly