Drowing in Pain!!!

You've given me all your lovin
Made me feel like somebody
You are the type of person
That is loved by everybody

I like you alot
But not like you think
i don't know what to do
My hearts began to sink

Your such a sweet person
I'll love you no matter what
I just don't think i love you like that
It's not a love that's to hot

People think we should date
But i'm not ready for a guy
I know that i've said i am
But now i want to cry

I don't know what to do
All i want to do is cry
I hate hurting you
I would rather die

Most people will never understand
Why i don't feel for you
It's something i have to earn
Not somethin that you do

I'm one of the last people
To deserve this kind of love
What i need is to be hit
Smacked and then a shove

i dont know how to end this poem just like i don't know what to end this relationship. I need some advice, i could care less if you rated or voted for this poem and i could care less what you people think but i'm doin the right thing to try and end this because i don't want to lead him on and make him think that i really love him. . . .please comment or email me and help me out here. . .plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
~*~Amber~*~(lifetimecowgirl)