YOU DONT CARE

Every now and then, a part of my life, gets taken away from me and stabbed by a knife! Obviously not literally or else id be dead, but all the things you've done,are worse then the things you've said!
How can you treat someone in such a bad way, and make them feel as if they don't want to live another day, and or not even care if they were to go and take the pain away!
Every day you go through my mind! And all i can think is WHY?
Why did you say you loved me and why did you say you cared! why did you even say all that and not mean it and for a second think it was fair!
Every time you break my heart all i want to do is cry! It even gets to the extent that i want to die!
But Ive got to learn to live with the fact, that you don't care! Because all your doing is hurting me! And thats not fair!