The only painless suicide is the suicide not taken...

How can you stand the pain,
cutting through your vein.

going in deeper
with the blood rushing steaper,

drops hitting the floor,
someone knocking on the door,
screaming"Stop! no more "

with no intentions to quit,
you just scream back"NO shit! "

Thinking back,
you take in the lack,
the lack of self-respect

Finishing with the last and final cut,
you think about this " rut "

"children dying,
no passifying,
no one there trying,
all thoughts are defying,
all you can do is just
keep yourself from crying "

staring blankly at the dorr,
you just say"I can take NO MORE "

Laying down on the floor,
someone opens up the door,
screaming"you are worth so much more "

slowly slipping away,
you close your eyes " Good-bye " you say

Thinking that this is your time to die,
you do not cry,
everything just flys by,
it was too hard, even to just try,
just as you are about to die,
you ask yourself "why"

but it was too late...
Your time was set on this date

God had just then closed your gate