TRyInG To

Today i was pretending
pretending not to care
i sit here and try to forget you
but i just wouldn't dare

I'm trying to forget you
trying to forget the past
because i knew it
just wouldn't last

i look at your picture
and gently touch your face
i remember in the past
your love i didn't have to chase

things change for better
or for worse but my prospective
for toward life changed
when you became hers

true love hurts
as the say but is still find
myself dreaming of
you each night and day

i know between you and i
there's a lot of hate
i didn't know how to fix it
so i just picked up the blade

your words so cruel
your touch so rough
this love for you seems
not to be enough

i try to erase the memories
trying to erase the past
feels like everything has gone by,
maybe a little too fast

*this is for my ex baby Marco...which i still love and he knows that...i would appreciate the feedback and your votes...i want to thank all of your support and kind words throughout my relationship with him...*