They have no idea!

You see my shield-
Of smiles I have wield.
You assume I'm fine,
Little do you realize I want to resign.

You see me laugh, as if I'm great,
But I would KILL to go on a date.
I would DIE to be happy again,
You're probably thinking, "go ahead then".

I would, but then I think of you,
I love you, even if you make me feel see-through.
Yes, I love you, even when you make me cry,
Because of you, I refuse to die.

If I died, I'd never get to see your face,
That has made me continue this race.
I'd never get to touch your hand,
I'd never get to stare at where you stand.

I know that you'll NEVER love me,
Us together, will never be Daddy and Mommy.
You and I will never be more than "just friends",
And I'll only dream of us getting together over the weekends.

This shield has scared you off,
You think I'm a retard, a goof-off.
But I don't want other to know the real me,
I'm afraid they will set me free.

They can't handle what I go through,
And I swear, neither can you,
Not even my counselor can, she says I got it tough,
Well, it's not my fault my heart if rough.

Someday, you'll see that I am a mess,
But, I am under a LOT of stress.
I know you wish I would just hurry and die,
And someday I might, when you run my eyes dry.

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