This Book

Sitting at the edge of rainbow
i try to recall but dont feel so sure
as I keep on turning
i realize I have read this book before

with every word mentioned in this book
i could feel chain of reactions reflecting my look
felt pity, how everyday Hero died
just read half of it, wonder why I cried?

am I awake or is it just a dream?
even before Hero opened his mouth, I felt his scream
this book contains so much
so much hard to believe
as I dig deep in every word
I hear laughters behind me
something in the air, whispering in my ear
there is someone here I cant see
so much chaos, right at the edge of rainbow
I think I know where I have read this book before

by the time I could realize, book slipped from my hand
God knows how hard I tried to hold her
stunned eyes with stretched arms, I stared down below
just then I felt grace on my shoulder
turning back was as hard as it could be
one who stands in front is no-one else but me

this book is no fiction
every pain is reality
this book reminds me of my life
this book reminds me of misery
this book is about betrayel
this book is about me

** this is just a fantasy…imagining myself being dead and going through the book based on my life