If You Ever

If you ever felt tired
Of playing lifes games
If you ever felt empty
Of reasons to stay

If you ever felt used
And broken inside
If you ever felt stupid
Because you believed his lies

If you ever felt open
Like you were bareing your soul
And void of any feelings
That you could control

If you ever felt numb
With no reasons to smile
You'll feel useless and bruised
But shine all the while

If you ever felt shadows
Lurking in your head
If you ever cried tears
And wished you were dead

If you ever felt pain
In a way known to none
To be here & breathing
You've had to of won