Stay

Your name is a silent whisper
On a precious bottle of wine
A sudden feel of warmth
From a sun that refused to shine
A love song is playing
On a note of soft guitar
The strings attach to form a heart
A bond to never stray far
And I cant help coming back to us
Even though we’ve sworn to part
You’re still the song that’s in my soul
Still the pain that’s in my heart
So stay now, please don’t leave me alone
It was just a bad day, but neither of us could have known
That it would be the last time
The last chance we would blow
The final time we would talk
Now our gazes meet below
I didn’t think back then
That there was anyone who’d hear
But inside my soul already recognized
What my conscious and heart fear
That i didn’t have anyone or anything
Until I cursed upon you
And we gained the truth we needed
From all the shit we put each other through
And the truth is that I loved you
Like a person can love a flower
I wanted you like a person can want all their life
I wanted to feel someone else’s power
I wanted only once
to live one more day
But I bite my lip
So I don’t say
So I don’t rememeber
That it was up there were the sun will give
Where the night is filled with stars
That is where I wanted to live
And call me pathetic
Call me what you will
But its that child inside of me
That will love you still
They say that I am heartless
How I treat you isn’t fair
I’m poising your mind
They say that I don’t care
But it doesn’t matter how you make me feel
How you inspire me to be so much colder
How you used to be there for me
Leaving me to hide behind a thoughtless shoulder
I can see right through you
But I didn’t mean to make you cry
Audibly I’m telling you to fu ck off
Hoping you wont leave, wont say g’bye
Hate myself for everything I did
Hate my self for every smile, every lie
Begging in the end that you don’t let the sadness
Kill the spark that once was in your eye
Look here, I’m still breathing
After all I’ve lost and gone through
Finally brave enough to say,
“Let it be known that I love you.”

-i just had a lot of emotions...thought id write it all down...so i wrote half :-)...lemme no what u think