I Wonder...

I wonder what life would be like if I was really me,
I wonder what life would be like if I wasn't what I pretend to be,
I wonder what life would be like if my feelings weren't supressed by my peers,
I wonder what life would be like if I cried no more tears.

I wonder what life would be like if I could speak my mind,
Without worrying about other people, having to be kind.
I wonder what life would be like if i wasn't expected to do more than I can,
I wonder what life would be like if I wasn't expected to be more than I am.

I wonder what life would be like if I were enough for everyone,
I wonder what life would be like if people actually forgave me for what I've done,
I wonder what life would be like if I could find my heart,
I wonder what life would be like if it hadn't been altered and torn apart.

I wonder what life would be like if I could actually be myself,
I wonder what life would be like if I didn't pretend to be someone else.
Sometimes I wonder about these people I call "friends",
About the pain they caused me that never ends.

Now I've stopped wondering and finally realize,
I can't keep living a life full of lies.
Now I know that the only person i should listen to is me,
Now I know I have to stop being what you want me to be.

**i was pretty upset today about living a life of lies...so i just wrote it...i hope you like it please vote and comment**