Playing

Playing
and betraying me
and i see
what i was to you
nothing were through
theres nothing to do
i had so much love for you
but you took it and ripped it
flipped it
light it
up in a fire flame
and its me you blame
but you brought me shame
i regret this day that came
i was always true
to you
and never had u feel dull
you broke my skull
of love
that i thought god above
gave to me
i felt good
but i was misunderstood
i hide under the hood
and just cry myself to sleep
and weep
as just sadness creeps
unto me....

i feel like I'm nothing at all
i cant walk tall
i just fall
threw to the wall
look at my hall
of shame
you played me like a game
you played me like a guitar
now just look how far
we went
my money you spent
i bought you things
hoping it brings
happiness in your life
that you would be my wife
but you just hid it under yourself
just crushed my health
i cant even breathe
my love i didn't succeed
you were my need
and now i bleed
my love was never freed....

i look at old pictures of us together
every time i drop a tear out comes the weather
the rain just gets wetter
I'm getting rained on
played on
and you sit there and laugh
but from this photograph
you looked happy but it was just a mask
that was your task
to play me and get what you want and leave
uhh uhhhh....its harder to breathe
I'm so heart broken
took my heart as a token
put it in the slot
said i was hot
but now ima not
you just made a knot
in my heart
ripped it apart
took it from the start
got me sprung
had me hung
just barley made it
i couldn't fake it
i did love you
but not that you played me
theres nothing more i can say
so i walk alone, just along my way......

This is really not the best i can do but this was just what i was feeling like please comment and vote id appreciate it and will return favor....

**Dedication- to those who have been played on and are living with depression, don't let it get you so down, if it happened it was for a reason god made it happen soon he/she will realize they just lost there chance with a good person**