It hurts

I can feel the tears whelming up inside,
Now that your gone i have no one to run behind to hide,

It finally hit me and it hit me hard,
Forever deep in my heart i will be scared.

I have lost the boy i wanted for 3 years,
Hes the one who chased away all my fears.

I'm not sure what it is but it really does hurt,
For some reason even when i didn't try i treated you like dirt.

I hurt you enough to where your finally gone,
Now there wont be a chance to make love till we see the light of dawn.

It hurts thats all i can say,
All the time i liked you i didn't think i could hurt you this way.

It hurts everywhere it can and any place you can think of,
I can look into your eyes and still see your love.

Baby it hurts and i cant take it back,
The things i need to treat you better i lack