You...

You...and a picture of myself and seven kids
On...my yellow painted wall brings back memories of time
When I was accidentally someone I didn't know I would be
I'm staring on my thin violet comb while trying to push thought away...

I prick my zits and concentrate how to forget you
Oh how I want to hate you

I...was myself before I met you
A sweet...grinning smile changed it all a deep dimple on one cheek
Has changed my perceptions I didn't know it could be
I'm staring at all the pictures you know it's hard when you're not around...

Now that your gone and I'm alone
There's still a part of me
A part of me you changed a lot

You taught me to be cold
Yet to forgive
You changed me in so many ways
I'll never be able to forget you
You taught me how to love
Yet to enrage
You changed me into what you want
I'll never be able to revert.

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I wrote this for my former band Little Spacey...this is actually a song with acoustic guitars. I imagined myself married to my ex boyfriend, guitarist of my former band and whoa! this is what came to my head and we made a good song out of it...but now we're not together anymore because he left me after 5 years and 9 months. Funny because he didn't even notice that the lyrics of this song was pertaining to my relationship with him in the future...I am not bitter or anything because I'm glad he left me because I found someone new who is way better than he is, and my new boyfriend treats me like a princess and I'm so in love with him... hahaha...so much for the sharing. Hope you liked this.