All over again

Feelings surface, emotions swell
On this pain, you feel you dwell
Crying makes it worse, the pains to intense
All these thoughts, make no sense
Blood-stained tears, your hearts broken
Loves gone, hate's left it's token
Shadows darken, cries like thunder
Sadness dives into a dark wonder
Lifes life breaches, flashing awake
Happiness is gone, leaving sadness to take
One little tear, will break you down
Letting the pain unseenly surround
Your still sane, but your hurt real bad
Feeling short of a happiness, you once had
Sometimes lifes to hard to bear
Feeling like no one ever cares
Crimson red scars, pried into your skin
The pain comes out, the sin goes in
Feeling love ain't easy, once you've been hurt before
Your heart shuts down, its hard to love anymore
Guilt, hate, pain, tears, sadness mixed in one
You crying in side, "Let this be done!"
But the pain comes back again and again
You feel life hates you
Your life comes to an end,
All over again.

i know this is kind of long but plz read. . .this isn't from experience, i put myself in other peoples shoes and write about it, i know i sound like an imposter writing about something i don't know but what i do know is sadness and pain and hate all in one
thanks for reading
Amber (lifetimecowgirl)