The Voice Inside My Head

I feel so lost, I feel so drained
I never felt like this before
And ain't it worth this anymore
I am a light so dim and faint

I'm growing older ev'ryday
And ev'rytime I'm feeling it
I'm climbing down a groundless pit
But who does care now anyway

Where was the point of no return
Becoming worser all the time
I'm still proclaiming all is fine
Inside my head I feel it burns

I'm getting sick, I'm getting weak
The time goes by and draining me
I'm feeling my mortality
So could this be just trick or treat

But don't you dare that you pretend
That all is fine - I know this lie
My soul is tortured by a cry
And now I want that this will end

Why don't you see my misery
Where is the hand that leads me out
The faceless mask that hides my shouts
Is what you call apathy

But words can't help me anymore
Cos you are not hearing the mine
And ghostly shiv'ring down my spine
Is truth that's deep inside my core

And piece by piece I will be dead
Though since a while I've stopped to live
It's saying I've nothing to give
The voice that cries inside my head