My Euphoria of Fear 2

I saw you again last night, my darling euphoria
In that black second that lasts for an eternity
Perpetually, continually burning away inside me
But this time you were crying, or I was crying
I couldn't tell

And your tears fell into the dust
That silver sandy powder
Crushed souls
I know that's what it is
And every time a drop hit the dust, it froze
Solidified
And all that was left was a crystal of sapphire diamond ice,
Burning with a blue flame

You were so beautiful I couldn't look at you
And I couldn't touch you
Or be near you
And it hurt so much
Because I was so scared
How can I love someone so much I can't even love them?
Its destroying me

You're destroying me
Or I am destroying you
It's the same thing anyway

Just...don't come near me again?
I'm so scared I will die from the bliss
I just know I will

At least if I die from your absence it will be slow and fading
Instead of this crazy internal ignition

Just...before you go
Tell me who you are?

My darling euphoria
Or tell me tomorrow night, I know I will see you again
And it will kill me