Im Still There

by Shelby   Dec 21, 2005


When I walk down the halls
No one notices me
No one cares
I walk up to some one
They don't even look at me
They just walk away
And when I follow.. or I talk
They ignore me.. leaving me alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm invisible
To the school.. to the world
But when I look in the mirror
I'm still there
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one
In the world who
Still knows I exist...
Since I'm still there
The memories when I had friends
They kill me now
I want to cry
I want to die
And stop this pain right away
But its never ending
Its everlasting
The next day...
Again
No one notices
I do my routine
I look in the mirror
Hoping I don't see my
Horrifying face
Yet....
I'm still there...

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  • 17 years ago

    by eternalxxpromise

    I can soo totally relate to this poem. good write, i love it!
    i love your quotes too =]
    oh, and, stay strong about the friend thing. it hurts...a lot.
    but, just keep on expressing your feelings into poems, and u'll be alright.

    -broken wings on this angel

  • 18 years ago

    by gone back to him

    All I can say is SUCH A GOOD POEM! 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by Natalie Cook

    Wow! This so sad! Good writing though! I hope that all this pain surrounding you will go away. I kinda know what you're going thorugh too.

  • 18 years ago

    by oldthings

    Awww. ive felt like that soo many times when im at school... i even went through a time where i started wondering if i was really there... it was confusing, and hard to explain so i'll skip that. great poem. thanks for sharing