It wasn't our fault

Take away the pain
That hides behind these eyes
I need to feel the rain
As my spirit cries

For I have fallen short
Of your every needs
So watch me fall apart
As my spirit bleeds

I long for the friendship
We have now lost
I'm sorry it had to end
And now my heart's to cost

I've lived with you forever
Now your ripped away
I swear its not our fault!
We always wished to stay!

I want to hold your hand
Through this mild fight
But I need to stand
For what I know is right

Your father was wrong
In what he did to me
But I was just to blind
To ultimately see

That it was not my fault
I am not to blame
So rid me of this burden
And take away the shame

Please let us have
What we did before
Our friendship was so thriving
And only becoming more

Help her understand
I love her just the same
And ever time it hurts
As they say her name

Because I keep going back
To thoughts of the past
Wishing them to stay
And forever last

But in my heart I know
Your beautiful face will fade
Our friendship will not grow
No more memories to be made

For the law partakes in this
And I'm only being real
Trying to let go
So my heart is soon to heal

But Erin I will love you
Till my spirit dies
When all of this is through
And I see it threw your eyes...

*this is about my best friend. We've been ripped apart because of her father and we're not aloud to talk.....I feel so alone without her.....she is a part of me.*