Biggest Fear

At night I sit all by myself,
My fears creep through the cracks,
Living without no love in my life,
More pressure mounts on my back,

This is the biggest fear I have,
To have no special someone,
A girl that I will make my wife,
And a girl that will bear my son,

I really fear not finding this love,
I feel I let it slip away,
This love at one time I did have,
But it chose not to stay,

Everyday this is on my mind,
I need a girl with me,
The one that will take my hand,
And be the one I marry,

I am so young for this,
But the feeling of love I need,
Off this love I live each day,
Off this love I feed,

I really don't want anything else,
Not any amount of money,
Just a girl that will be there for me,
To laugh at my jokes when their not funny,

I want a girl to honestly say,
That she loves me from her heart,
And that she can't finally wait,
For the rest of our lives to start,

Until this special day comes,
Alone and scared I'll wait,
For that one special girl,
A gift given by fate