The god complex

Realm of my infinity,
corroding all around me.
what if this life around doesn't save me?
will i be doom to keep this circle closed?
to roam like an imprint of a spirit, a ghost?
i know this world I'm in is what i create it to be.
this dimension is so dense to me.
i find myself awestruck, my overpowered sensory.
to recreate and destroy what should not be.
like the fear that has been poured into my very being.
making my love infected and immoral,
my soul is out of touch with the One,
my knowledge of everything is wrong.
false facades make my body spin in the air,
of intertwined time lines, I'm so unaware.
why did i choose to be blinded by this fatality?
to hard of a challenge, it's almost breaking me.
i have to call forward the truth of immortality.
i can not be torn in two, i was created all powerful.
such is true for my neighbors around me.
my fellow part gods that deny their origin.
i used to listen to their false religion.
it made my mind collapse and rebuild it's self,
the energy was overflowing and had to be released.
so the outside alpha will keep me in check with the omega.