Falling

As the days go by
my thoughts collide
and i grow weaker
thinking about you again
I'm trying to hide these feelings
I'm falling for you even harder
excuse my screaming
you're only breaking
my heart
slowly I'll fade away
as the people pass
my eyes dart on
I'm trying to find
your familiar face
you're not there
like always
my hopes were high
another let down
another reason to cry
i cant wait forever
but I'll try
I'm so close to giving up
you don't even know
excuse my screaming,
you're only breaking,
my heart
slowly I'll fade away
while you sit there
and stare at her
my heart will shatter
but whats new?
does it even matter anymore?
am i trying to hard?
you make me shake,
you make me weak
I'll fade away
but its not like you would notice.