Shipwreck

Of dreams comes the feeling of crush.
my love turned upside down with nothing to retrieve.
of madness comes the feeling of
shame.
my anger brings pain to the color in my world.
of meekness comes the love of hiding.
i hide in every corner of this lit room.

like a lighthouse in the sea.
my ship will wreck upon this shore of nothing.
i step out to the sandy banks and see......
futureless damnation, in the middle of the ocean.

God, i feel abandoned in this lonely island.
God, i feel alone in this forsaken world.
i feel shrunken, caved inward, and twisted.
i only want someone to rescue me from this wasteful sleep.
kiss me, and i shall awake from the poison set in my veins.
yes i may feel stiff and about to break,
but oh, at least i know that I'm alive,
with you by my side.
and i turn to you,
to see you where never there,
and i fall again.