Ending

Ending

a little push can send me reeling.

i can be stone solid

then like a willow, sway in a hurricane of burden.

my heart is buried under the emotions i try to hide.

i keep pushing my rage inward.

i wonder when it will kill me.

cause i know one day my life will come to a....

it's all ending.

my few moments of relief,

or maybe it wasn't relief.

maybe i never really stopped suffering.

maybe I'm numb to the pain.

maybe i cant see the destruction before me.

i wonder when the train will run me down.

cause i know when that train hit's when it strikes,

my life as i know it will come to a....

end. i want to lie down.

end. i want to go away.

end. don't want to try anymore.

end. why does everyone think life is worth fighting for?

all i know is defeat.