Falling again... in a much deeper hole.
Burning with anger! Yet... feeling so cold.
Violent rage burns, stirs from within.
I can't let it out.. It's trapped to sting-
Sting my heart and my grasping hands.
Struggle to breathe, can't think... going mad.
Rendered helpless, with now way to express-
Express more than my words could at best.
Physically quiet, numb with faceless expression.
But in my mind, loud screaming with sad agonizing explosion.
Anxiety ticks every second of my pain.
The walls of my imagination is blood-stained.
I want to break free from the seal of which I'm bound.
Yet I fall, helpless, awaiting my heart's final pound.
Insanity nears as I struggle alone.
Vision blurred, I sense the dark in my bones.
I'm falling again... in a much deeper hole.
Nobody to save me... my heart dies in the cold...
