Diary

Dear diary,
something happened today that i will never forget.
the boy who told me he loved me did something unimaginable.
as he was doing it he saw the pain in my eyes.
the hurt in my face.
i told him not to, i really did.
i screamed at him to stop.
i yelled at him to listen to me.
but he didn't.
he just kept on going and going.
he promised me he would never hurt me.
he promised he cared.
but once he forcefully got what he wanted,
he left me in despair.
diary, i don't know what to do.
the one person i thought loved me...
doesn't.
love,
me