If only we had many lives to live

If only we had many life's to live

define my sadness,

there's nothing much to say.

if only there was strength in my heart.

if only......

i want someone to cherish.

i want to give my world to someone who cares.

if only anyone would open there heart.

if only......

i know that there is so many people out there that feel the same as i do.

but i must be in my own little one person world.

cause no one ever shows any sign of wanting.

i cant stand this waiting.

everything i ever dreamed of is just out of my reach.

so cruel..... slow torture.

love.

very few feel open to it.

and almost no one wishes to express it truly.

but i want, i need, I'm dying to give it.

i curse my self every day.

"you'll always be waiting"

God must hate me.

so speak up...... my destiny.

i am dying for you. come to me with peace.

i have been aching so long.

sooth me. i have been restless so long.

and when i wake up, i will pour my heart into you.

we only have one life.