Thinking about forever

by alive in death   Feb 18, 2006


Thinking about forever

there are some things in my life i cant explain

like why i freeze when someone calls me a liar

or why i cant find it in myself to believe in something i cant see

why do i need to see it to believe it?

why am i constantly in search for something that is real?

is there a reason that I've took this path?

and why has this reason not shown it's self to me?

why do i feel like I'm waisting time?

why cant i hold on to that fleeting ghost that haunts me?

this ghost holds a banner with the answer of my dreams.

then as quick as lightening, it floats away

this chase leaves me without,

maybe this is why i want the end to come?

so i don't have to run anymore.

my strength is constantly put into my rights

but if i have have rights doesn't that mean that I'm violating someone else's?

i wish i could throw away my little list of how people should treat me

I'm no one special, and i shouldn't expect for anyone to treat me any differently

my current truth is: i cant live up to my own expectations

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  • 18 years ago

    by myshiningstar14

    Yes own own expectations are usually either higher or lower than what we think of our selves adn no matter what we CAN nvr seem to achieve nad pleaese people thats why i have learned that pleasing people is a waste of tiem jsut be yourself nad you'll do great.

    i have also thought many of those questions in my tiem there questions that can not be answered, or if they must, must be answered in time....good luck.

    lissa

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