My Final Goodbye

I've been walked away from
And i've done the walking
I've been ignored
And stood doing the talking
I've tried to get you to understand
What i have tried to do
But never not once in doing so
Have i heard something from you
I've whiped your tears
And cried by your side
I've held you in place
When you wanted to hide
I've made you laugh
And made you smile
If only to see you be happy
For a small while
But occasionally the happiness
Soon would end
And there would go
My best friend
Back into the world
That he so loved
Pushin me inch for inch
And shove for shove
To the brink of insanity
To the brink of convulsive cries
To the point that i no longer thought
With any thought in my mind
But i left you like the others
And let you sort it out
Because i no longer needed the feeling
Of that constant doubt
So i left you yesterday
And todays a little hard
But today is a new day
And it's a new start.
I still love you forever
Nothing will change
But i have to stay away from you
If i want to stay sane
I want to be happy
And with you i never was
And thats not the feeling
Of a lasting love
I'm sorry for doing this
I know you'll cry
But today is the day
It's my final goodbye

by: me. . .wow this came out of nowhere....not about anyone really just written to get some words out of my mind....if you don't like it tell me what could be better if you don't mind to comment. . .thanks for your time. . .if you help me on mine i promise to help you on yours if it needs it :D thanks ya'll