Tired

Im tired of problems tired of weeping tired of barely sleeping
I’m tired of failing
Im tired of hearing people tell me what to do and how to live my life
Im tired of sitting in a corner shaking crying as I cut with this knife
Im tired of getting yelled at
Im tired of sitting in my room for hours on end
Im tired of remembering
Im tired of being so alone tired of hiding my feelings
Im tired of smiling this fake smile tired of living
Im tired of telling lies to protect people
Im tired of going crazy
Im tired of telling people ill be fine
Im tired of these tears
Im tired of being here
Im tired of bleeding
Im tired of being a screw up
Im tired of hurting people
Im tired of contemplating suicide
I should just end my life some time before the night ends but don’t cry everything will be alright!