Pain...

I hate this stuff
I hate the fact I'm alone
i hate the crap you give me
I'm losing my Tone

How could you do this
Just leave me like that
made me feel like a piece of crap
Or just an over sized rat

You took my heart
and just cut it to a shred
Now i got no one by my side
to lay on in this bed

You hurt me so bad
You don't even know
this time I'm letting my anger out
and let it really show

how could you say you love me
And break it off so easy
Obviously i was nothing
You made me seem so cheesy

You don't care about me
Don't act like you care
You didn't have no sympathy
I find you were never there

I was always there for you
I always took the extra mile
Cause i wanted you happy
I wanted to see that smile

But you wanted to see me hurt
You wanted to see me dead
Well I'm a give you that wish
and be lay-ed out on this bed

I cant even type this poem
My hands are starting to shake
Just the flashbacks of me and you
and now that pain i got to take

Did you really love me
Thats a question i want to know
Cause i feel like Ive been beat-ed
worser then that cookie doe

I'm so done me
I'm so done with this life
To the fact i only dreamed
that you would be my wife

But now i really see
You have a bigger dream then me
But how much bigger can you get
Cause I'm willing to love you for eternity

but your love was 9 months long
oops my bad i mean eight
Thats when we got dull
Now Sundays i got to hate

I had all these days planned out
i had the ring ready to surprise
But what i really should of saw
Was a break-up in my eyes

I knew you were going to do it
Right when you said you need to talk
I was going to end it before you
So Shame you could walk

But i decided to be the man
because i wanted to do wrong
But to find i didn't do anything
We were just dull for so long

And it was definatly not me
we were dull because of a man
Yes i know its true
Trust me i understand

He made me seem like
He was the best there could be
When if you took a closer look
Just take a closer look at me

Who always said they love you
Who always made you laugh
Who Wanted to take a picture
Of us in that Photograph

Who Surprised your for Valentines
Who bought you all those Gifts
I did that all for you
Because everyday my love lifts

Why did you give me all this pain
What really did i do
Was it really so bad
To say "I love you".....