Remember all these Memories

Of all the pain i've known before
This simply is the worst
It's like that feeling of no future
It's the broken hearted curse

Your heart used to welcome me
But now you turn away
But when i threaten to leave
You always beg me to stay

These things i'll never understand
How you can confuse me so
One minute you want me there
And the next your raring to go

You used to love me with no end
And worship the ground i walked
We used to sit up til all hours of the night
Only just to talk

But those days have left us
They will no longer return
Leaving me the feeling of emptiness
When it is completeness that i yearn

Daddy always told me
Choose a man that you can trust
Don't let his eyes decieve you
By the mere look of lust

Mama always told me
That no man was worth the pain
No man should ever hurt you
And feel his pride start to gain

My heart always told me
That i should stay right here
Because one of these days
You would be struck by fear

But that day hasn't came to you
So i leave you here today
No more begging or pleading
It's your turn to stay

Sleep on the cold floors
That i so often did
Think back to all the happy times
That only came when you were a kid

Think of all the troubles
And the pain that i have bore
Think of all the scars you caused
That i so helplessly wore

Think of all the nights i cried
And you ignored me crying
Think of all the nights i needed love
And you said i was good for dying

Think of the day that i walked out
And left you there to plea
"Please baby please baby
Don't leave me,

I need you now more than ever
I swear i'll change my ways,
But please baby don't walk out
Please baby stay."

For all the B.S you put me through
I finally seen the light
And that stayin with you was always wrong
And it could never be right

So i pack my stuff and leave you here
With my final memory
Remember all the pain
That you inflicted on me

Remember the tears i cried
And the blood that i shed
Remember all these memories
Let THEM STAY in YOUR head.

by: me
hey ya'll. .. i know it's kind of long and all but the words poured out of me and i couldn't stop. Some of what was written is my past, my present and what i feel will be my future so don't be hatin lol please vote and comment and let me know if you liked it or not. THANKS :D
~*~Amber~*~