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I was sitting by the window,
just watching the rain
listening to thunder,
as nature played a game
And I couldn\'t help but feel it,
a sadness deep inside
how the storm was so beautiful,
it made me want to cry.
And then it kind of hit me,
a realization so huge,
that i was lost, more then scared...
that i was confused.
I knew that this sadness,
wasn\'t the rain,
it wasn\'t the beauty
of nature at play.
I looked in the mirror,
a tear stained face
stared back into my eyes
I felt so out of place.
and BAM
it just hit me,
as lightening hit the house...
there was a girl trapped inside of me,
screaming to be let out.
That i was her prison,
Her cell
and her doom
That i was the girl
alone and abused.

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