Living in this terrible life
Full of hatred and strife
So many things go wrong
Why must anyone go on?
My Angel tried to kill herself today
Because I wasn't there to take the knife away
I couldn't be there to help her through
And now I just don't know what to do
She wouldn't talk to me
Like how it used to be
Now she turns to others I don't know
And that cuts me the deepest and makes me feel so low
So much emotional turmoil running through my brain
The bad thoughts cease to refrain
I can't help but think what could have happened today
So now I'm just gonna brush my tears away
I can't take all of this shit anymore!
I just want to curl up on the floor
Escape this darkness that is called life
But I swore nevermore to use the knife
It is calling out my name so loud
I promised, I swore, I vowed
I'm so scared and confused, I need a helping hand
To pick me up and to understand
With my Angel, I am struggling day and night
We fight the urges the plague us with fright
We have experienced the same urge
And new scars suddenly emerge
I need a break from everything going on
Just need to get away, to be gone
I don't expect anyone to know why
I don't even understand so leave me be so I can cry
