My Sister, My Angel

I sit here thinking of the past
All of the years just rushing by so fast
I thought I would still be with her forever and ever
But it is time for me to cut the bonds I have with her

My Sister, My Angel has forgotten all of our dreams
Our hopes, our prayers, everything they could possibly bring
She is in a big mess, one in which I can't dig her out
My help, is something she is going to have to go without

I hate doing this to her but it's for the best
This is her fate, her journey, her quest
I want to be with her so she is not alone
But this is something in which she has to do on her own

We always promised each other that we'd be there
Especially in our deepest darkest moments of despair
She always stuck up for me in my desperate times of need
And yet I was never there to help her succeed

I failed her when she needed help with her strife
And for that, she tried to take her life
She tried so hard to talk to me
And I wasn't there when I was supposed to be

I deeply regret this mistake but she has made some as well
She didn't help me when into the black abyss I fell
Instead of turning to my sister, my friend
I had to find my own way for my depression to end

So we are even in that sense
Our failures to each other are now immense
Our sisterly bond has been severed all the way through
However, my love for her will always stay true

I love my sister with all my heart
But it's time for a fresh start