Time goes on

You'll get tired of me... I'm not that interesting....
all i do is talk about my issues...
but i really just needed someone to talk too...
i know you don't owe me anything...
I'm just asking you as a friend,
will you come and spend some time with me?
if you don't i understand,
it's knew to be walked away from....
God knows I've seen it time after time....
and I'm sure life will go on,
I'm just not sure how strong i am....
i don't think I'll make it much longer,
my heart is tired....
I've reached out for so long...
now i feel like i want to lay down...
it gets so old....
and everyone feels so cold...
so fake and so untrue,
is everyone here only just to pacify you?
i suppose compassion went away for good....
i just wish that i could be touched again....
old
beaten
broken in
tired
lonely
hidden within
sad
hopeless
i wish i would end
but life goes on again and again.