April First was the Worst

by Jennifer RIP Lesthat Hayden   Apr 3, 2006


April first
Was the worst
I feel that day is f**king
Cursed
Pushed around
Got put down
Turned my smile into a frown
Laughed at as if I was a clown
Tears ran down my f**king face
An outcast
A loser
A f**king disgrace
That's who I am
That's what I feel
It would be so nice if this life
Wasn't real
What I'd give to be invisible
To be unseen
People are all so f**king mean
April fools
Ah uh
No way
It was a very real day
In its own twisted way
Lucky dead people
Their bodies decay
In their coffins they lay
Nothing happens to them
People don't pick on the dead
They lie in their coffins
As I lie in my bed
Wishing I was dead
They've picked on me for several
Years
And they sure know how to bring
Down the tears
They've hurt me and crushed my
Heart and soul
But to be crushed on in life
Shouldn't be my role
I'm going to get them back
And it won't be a joke
My body will die but my soul sure
Won't
And when I do I'll come for them all
They'll wish they didn't live at all

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  • 18 years ago

    by alive in death

    Wow baby... i wish i could have been there for you....
    looking at all the poems that i've missed since i've last looked at your poem list... it makes me feel like a jerk...
    i cant believe i missed out on all these.... especially this one... i'm so sorry that this s.h.i.t happened to you babe... i know, i've been there... i've been to the point of tears... but i've stuffed it all down... i never really let any of my emotions out in public.. i would always hide them untill i was alone.. then i would let it out.... and it didnt feel good.. because there was so much other saddness in me, i couldnt let it all out.... and i think that's how i got to be so cold... and unemotional till you came along.... and then you reminded me of all the times i tried to love someone and how many times i've been rejected.... i just want you to know, i'm dying to be there with you now.. you just dont know... i love you so much... and i feel your pain in this...
    i will forever f.u.c.k.i.n.g hate that holiday....
    (would you believe that i've never pulled a prank in my life?)
    lol...
    i'm loving you so much it is crushing me right now...
    i wish i could see you...
    think i might go stare at your myspace picture for awhile... that always helps.
    phil

  • 18 years ago

    by Angel

    I liked it Your writeing is still the bomb!!And from now on a hate April first as well!Not for the same reason as you but because my best friend moved away this Apirl first!1So I hate I mean hate That day and will for ever untill the day I die!!So if you have any more poems dessing The fools day I will stand behind any thing you write

    Moucho Love
    Angel

  • 18 years ago

    by kels

    Omg great poem u can feel the strong emotions.good work

  • 18 years ago

    by DeAnna

    Wow. that's harsh but it's freakin awesome.. way to put emotions into words. it's great!

  • 18 years ago

    by tiffanny

    I am deffenitly feeling this. it flowed perfectly. i loved it.5/5

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