I write this as i die

I donâ??t want to go on living
I just want my life to end
Nothing has been right
And it will never be again

Why couldnâ??t they understand
This life just wasnâ??t for me
No matter how hard they tried
They would never truly see

The pain that made me suffer
Throughout everyday and night
Even though I smiled
I would never be alright

The sun never shines
But the darkness always stay
I will live a lonely life
In till that special day

The day I will finally leave
Leaven and never return
Surly no one will miss me
No one will be concerned

There is no other way to escape
All this pain and sorrow
And now thankfully for me
There will be no tomorrow

I will finally be in peace
When I finally leave this place
Going on like this is killing me
And now from life I can be erased
My existence was useless
And I donâ??t know why I am still here
But I know if I go on any longer
I will only shed more tears

I wish to not cry any longer
So this is my last good bye
This is my final message
I write this as I die

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